I am so sorry to hear about your troubles. Life can be a real bummer at times can't it. I have had times in my life where things haven't been very good and I found the best thing was to be able to talk to someone. Unfortunately, in my case I think I talked to everyone. Just remember that people don't mind if you talk and possibly having the wonderful people on this site can help you in some way. If you ever just want to talk you can email me or ring if you feel like paying the international charges. I would really like to meet up with you in October/November and believe me if you meet up with Carolyn, oh boy what a tonic. I will get Betsy to give you my email if you want it.

Bye for now
Lynda